Dreams and Schemes
“What do you mean?” asked Nicolo.
“You can have my house in Shiganshina,” Eren explained. “There’s no building on it, though, only the land. But I inherited it from my father, and it’s not being used, so.”
Eren’s house in Shiganshina hadn’t been rebuilt. He and Mikasa had cleared the ruins of the old house as the town was being reconstructed, but neither of them considered going back there to live. He could never sleep there, as his mind would always go back to that day his mother was crushed underneath the shattered main beam of the house, crippling her. Not even Mikasa’s extraordinary strength could move that beam. The image of his mother being lifted by Dinah’s titan, blood spurting everywhere, would never leave his mind, especially right where it happened.
When land prices skyrocketed at Shiganshina, he and Mikasa had discussed selling the land and splitting the profit, but something held them back. Nostalgia? Guilt? Sentimentality? Despite the tragic memories, it was still the home where Eren was born, a place his mother had loved and built a warm and loving home.
“Won’t one of you want to live there someday?” Nicolo queried.
“Nope, not me,” was the titan shifter’s decisive reply.
“Not even you, Mikasa?”
“Not me, either,” she shook her head, resolutely.
Mikasa had closed her eyes at the moment of Carla Jaeger’s murder. It was too painful for her to see her adoptive mother being violently killed so brutally. She had closed her eyes, but even to this day she could hear Eren’s desperate screams, and the sound of Carla’s bones cracking as the titan broke her body in half.
No, she couldn’t live there, not even for the sweet childhood memories of hours spent running around town with Eren and Armin. Besides, Jean would not want to live in Shiganshina. He still held onto his own childhood dreams.
“I’ll live wherever Jean wants to live,” she added.
Clear hazel eyes opened and looked up into her deep violet ones. “We’ll live in the capital,” he declared cockily, before closing his eyes again.
“Okay,” she agreed as she played with the hair of the two boys she loved, her long fingers mingling Eren’s dark locks with Jean’s ash blond ones.
The capital was fine with Mikasa. I truly don’t care where I live, as long as I have my own little family.
Eren would probably live out the rest of his remaining years with Historia in the royal palace, she thought, or in one of the queen’s country homes. He’d only be twenty three, but from past titan shifters’ memories, he told her he saw Ueli Reiss go from healthy, middle aged man in the prime of life to someone closer to eighty. In his final year as a titan vessel, he aged rapidly, unnaturally so, his face covered in wrinkles, legs weakened to the point he was unable to walk without a cane. It happens to all titan shifters in their thirteenth and final year, it seemed. If she and Jean were to live in the capital, the royal palace would be close by, and she could help look after Eren in his final days.
“Thought you wanted a garden,” Sasha reminded her.
“Can have a garden anywhere,” Mikasa insisted. “A north-facing backyard, or even a potted garden on a balcony that gets enough sunshine. All I need is soil and some seeds.”
“We’ll get a house with a backyard,” Jean asserted, “so our kids can play outdoors, hopefully without stepping on your plants.”
Mikasa touched the tip of his nose with her finger. “I’ll teach them to care for the plants. No one will step on anything.”
“What about you, Sasha, will you live with me in Shiganshina?” Nicolo asked. The possibility was becoming more and more concrete: given the newly built railroads connecting the capital with the coastal towns, they could reach Shiganshina far more quickly than on horseback. It seemed a plausible arrangement.
“I’d love to!” she exclaimed, a note of genuine excitement in her voice. “It’ll be perfect, so close to the sea. We can have lots of fresh and affordable ocean meat!”
“Stop calling seafood ‘ocean meat’, Sasha! Drives me nuts!” Connie said, not bothering to hide his annoyance.
“Well I can’t help it!” she retorted, wrinkling her nose at him. Thanks to Nicolo’s exquisite seafood cuisine, she’d grown to love seafood as much as red meat. Since meat was the perfect food for her, she got into the habit of thinking of the blessings of the sea as ocean meat. It made sense to her.
“Sasha can call seafood whatever she likes,” maintained Mikasa.
“But it sounds silly!” claimed Connie.
They bickered for a few moments. Why was it called seafood, Sasha asked, when no one says landfood? There’s red meat and white meat, Jean said, so why not call seafood blue meat or something? Blue meat means extra rare beef steak, Nicolo informed him. Doesn’t white meat mean both chicken and fish, Mikasa asked. Yes, it does, confirmed Nicolo. What about lobster meat? someone asked. On and on they went. In the end, the term seafood still doesn’t make sense, opined Sasha.
“Shut up, ya’ll. Call it whatever you like,” sighed Eren, playing judge. “Can we go back to the house thing?”
He didn’t have much time left on this planet, so he thought he should settle his affairs as soon as possible. Putting the land he inherited to good use was a start. He’d be helping out his friends, and once the venture becomes profitable, it could become a source of passive income for Mikasa. Her ambitious boyfriend who planned on marrying her had dreams of living in the most expensive part of the island.
Mikasa’s income from the house could go to their child’s education, Eren mused. Their kid would be his nephew or niece, but a dead uncle was a useless uncle. He might as well make sure he had something to contribute to the child’s—or children’s—wellbeing in the future.
As for his own future kid, well, Queen Historia was wealthier than all seven of them combined, and was, in fact, one of the richest people on the island. It won’t be a financial legacy he’ll be leaving his kid, but something else altogether. He’d have to plan for that, too. But first things first.
“As I said, I’d love to live in Shiganshina,” Sasha reiterated. “We can take the second floor of the house. That should be enough space.”
“Well, it’s settled then,” affirmed Eren. “There’s a builder in the neighborhood, Alfred Rosenberg, an old family friend. Dad saved his wife and kids during the plague. He should be able to help.”
“Don’t have enough savings…,” Nicolo confessed, glumly. “I’ll need to find investors, raise the money…”
“I’ll be your first investor,” Eren volunteered. He had some money in the bank. When he was fifteen and they finally reached the basement of his house, they not only found Grisha’s journals, but also bank statements and property deeds, along with his Last Will and Testament.
After Shiganshina was rebuilt, the banks, whose vaults were buried underground and were therefore unharmed during the battles, opened their business once again, offering citizens access to their previous savings. Eren and Mikasa split the money as stated in Grisha’s will.
The titan shifter had offered to give up his share to his adopted sister; he was going to die young, what would he use the money for, he’d said. He knew she wanted a family and home of her own someday. No, that’s not what it says in the will, Mikasa pointed out, shaking her head in refusal.
“You could offer to make Mr Rosenberg co-owner,” Jean suggested. “Heard all the builders on the island are raking in profits, from all the rebuilding projects they’re inundated with. If this Rosenberg’s any good, he’d be half-buried in dough these days.”
“Yeah, I hear he’s good,” Eren reported. “Rebuilt half the town, in fact.”
“Good, then,” Jean nodded. “Offer a profit sharing scheme, Nicolo. He’ll build your restaurant as co-owner, and once you start to make a profit, you pay him back. In memory of Dr Jaeger, hopefully with little to no interest. Eren and Mikasa will also be co-owners, but they won’t ask for their share until you’re profitable, because they’re good people. Once you’re in the black, you can give them their slice of the pie.”
“I’d need some kind of collateral for the building,” Nicolo reminded him.
“You’ll need to borrow from the Reeves Bank,” suggested Jean. “They have this low-interest loan plan for small enterprises, to encourage entrepreneurship. All the banks on the island are rolling out similar plans. That’s how my cousin Jules started his hardware store in Trost. You’ll be in debt, but I don’t think Flegel Reeves will fleece you. We’ll ask Commander Hange to see to that. He owes them big, you see.”
“But who could possibly agree to be my guarantor?” Nicolo asked, a shadow flitting across his eyes. He knew his friends meant well, but they were all still young and none of them came from particularly wealthy families.
“Historia will,” Eren replied with certainty.
Nicolo’s eyes widened. “The queen herself? Isn’t she, um, like, not allowed to dirty her hands with private enterprise?”
“Not directly, is what I mean. She’ll ask someone, who’ll ask someone, who’ll ask someone. You know the game. After all the help you’ve given training the orphanage kitchen staff on planning and cooking them nutritious meals, I’m sure she’ll be glad to return the favour. I’ll speak with her on your behalf.”
“Wow, it’s all coming together,” Sasha exclaimed, happily. “Oh Nico, imagine a restaurant of you own!”
“Our own,” Nicolo corrected her, grinning, before letting out a long sigh.
His biggest dream. Could he dare dream? On this godforsaken island? With their precarious future? But he looked up at Sasha’s face, shining with hope, and felt strengthened. Home wasn’t a place, he finally figured out, it was a person. He gazed into Sasha’s eyes, huge brown orbs twinkling with infinite possibilities, and he knew: he had found a home. With her by his side, he felt capable of anything.
“If the restaurant only opens two or three days a week, the building would be in the red for a long time…,” he said cautiously, considering all the risks.
“Build a three-storey building over the basement,” recommended Jean. “Basement will serve as the storage area, ground floor would be the kitchen and eating space. Second floor would be for you and your family. Third floor, a room-and-board for renting out. That way the building will be earning something regularly.”
“Great idea!” advocated Eren.
“My mum rents out my old room, the entire second floor of her house in fact. It’s too big for her now that I no longer live there. She only needs one floor for her living space,” explained Jean.
“You could hire one of the neighborhood mothers to help out as kitchen staff during the weekend,” Mikasa suggested to Nicolo. “There are a lot of widows there now who might be looking for a job…”
“Is the house in a residential area?” Nicolo wondered aloud. He was worried about zoning restrictions.
“Zoning isn’t too strict in Shiganshina, not after we discovered the sea,” Eren disclosed. “There are a bunch of small restaurants dotting the neighborhood, a couple of them a few doors from my house. Family-run, you know, with four tables, that kind of cosy place.”
“Also a few coffee shops, some with just a counter and a few seats,” Mikasa added.
“Sounds like you won’t have any rivals, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Connie opined.
“I’m more worried about turning a profit. With a weekend restaurant I’d have to be really famous to draw in customers.”
“You are famous!” Sasha protested. “All the top brass in the military know who you are. It’s a real shame the public don’t get to taste your creations. They ought to be given the chance. Your food will change their lives, I’m sure of it!”
Darling Sasha, Nicolo thought fondly, her enthusiasm is so infectious!
“Kiyomi Azumabito told me about places called 料亭 ryoutei in Hizuru,” mentioned Mikasa. “They’re exclusive restaurants, some of which open only a few days per week, and you’d have to make reservations in advance. That way you’ll know how many are coming and won’t waste precious ingredients. She said 隠れ家 kakureya or hidden gems are often found in residential areas, very discreet and sought-after.”
“We’ll ask Captain Levi to use his influence with the press, so they can cover you with some positive PR,” Jean suggested.
“All you need is to cook them journalists a full course meal, just like you did for us,” Connie claimed, “and they’ll be all over you. Remember that seafood dish you made for us before, when we were building the port? The seafood one-pot thingy? Was so good I sometimes dream of it at night!”
“Ah, that,” the chef grinned. His famous hot seafood pot specialty. One of his signature dishes, it contained a stew of prawns, scallops, mussels, whole crab, octopus and lobster, with an ocean-deep marinière broth of new potatoes, parsley and ripe tomatoes, spiced with chili and liquor. It was a completely engrossing single dish, very much beloved by the military officers he cooked for in the capital. “Worthy of a fight,” one of the generals had declared, smacking his lips at the satisfyingly glorious mess of seafood.
“When your mum becomes human again, I’ll cook it for her, too,” Nicolo told Connie.
“Thanks!”
The friends carry on, discussing the details of Nicolo’s own kitchen, encouraging this talented chef amongst them to dare to dream.
Real estate was the most expensive factor in opening a restaurant on the island. But Eren’s generous offer had half of his problem covered already. Shiganshina had become a very vibrant town once again, the trendiest, “it” place to be, thanks to the opening of the port. A restaurant there would be a good first step in the right direction.
Nicolo was deeply touched that day. They didn’t care that he was Marleyan. To them he was their friend, the best chef they’d ever encountered, and they genuinely wanted him to succeed.
That night, he slept with Sasha in his arms and a huge smile on his face. Maybe dreams do come true, after all.
Thank you so much for reading! Please take a moment to share a thought or two in the comment section below. Your comments give me life and are a real source of encouragement. xoxo – hana
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this was written so beautifully, in fact the whole chapter was so beautiful to read! i congratulate you and thank you for this work! 😀 <3
You’re so kind, thank you so much! I uploaded the third chapter and there’s more talk of food. I got so hungry editing it, ahaha! It would have taken much less time to finish writing it if there weren’t so many food references xD But since it’s a tribute to our precious Potato Girl it just had to be centered on food. (Oh Sasha, I hope you can find some nice food in Paths. But I guess souls don’t crave food anymore… Ah, makes me relieved yet sad at the same time.)
I hope you’ll enjoy Chapter 3 as well, Myri! Prepare some snacks just in case 😀
oh like on ‘on the battle ship’, i really love this concept of mikasa taking an interest in the culture on her mother’s side. i wonder if kiyomi has told him about their culture in the canon history. i hope so! 😀
Ah, thanks for remembering that story! I really enjoyed writing it; it’s not a popular story on this blog but I’m glad I wrote it. Too bad not a single part of it has become canon xD
Yeah, I was waiting for a flashback of Mikasa and her last living relative talking about Mikasa’s mother’s side of the family, but alas, no such thing on the manga. With only two chapters to go I guess we ought to give up on more flashbacks. I really still can’t believe there are only 90 more pages left! How can that be? I want SnK to be like One Piece: never end. Ahaha! xD
its really nice how everyone supports niccolo. it even gives me tenderness to read how they give him ideas and solutions that easily. that also shows there is still that innocence in them xD you know that innocence that you usually have in your teen ages when you feel that you can eat the whole world
Thank you, Myri! I tried to capture the innocence of youth, yes, that feeling that the world is your oyster and every dream can come true. I think Nicolo could have said, “I wanna become a rock star” and all of them will be like, of course you can! You can be anything you want! Because they’re sweet, lovely kids 🙂
You know, speaking of dreams, I was chatting with a colleague of mine the other day after an online meeting, and he mentioned his young daughter was addicted to TikTok. He said he doesn’t even know how to operate it. It seems his daughter wanted to become a TikTok viral dance sensation or something like that, and he wanted me to explain the phenomenon to him. I told him I don’t even have the app on my phone yet xD And he goes, but aren’t you supposed to be the digital generation? I said that when I was a teen, people dreamed about becoming Instagram influencers earning millions through sponsorships. That was the big dream, and then it became YouTuber multimillionaire. Now there’s this dance thing and I don’t know anything about it. Honestly, I don’t know anything about becoming viral on the short-form video platform, or on any platform for that matter! Ahaha! He said kids today are crazy, because when he was young, people dreamed of becoming football stars and stuff like that xD
Anyway, I was thinking of that convo, and the dreams of our babies in SnK. All they want is to live peacefully, without titans, and have kids and work and eat three square meals a day. They’re such sweet, simple dreams! And they can’t even come true! It’s heartbreaking! *sniffs*
oh my god i’m speechless, this is so sweet i feel like my teeth are chilling. this whole paragraph made me feel so sentimental. i really think the same as niccolo, your home is not a place but rather the people who make you feel that you are in it!
Oh Myri! Thank you! I’m so happy you enjoyed this part.
I really envy those who have one particular place they call home, a sturdy building with four walls and a roof that has been there for hundreds of years and passed on from one generation to the next, and around it hundreds of acres of rolling hills and pastures which is also a part of the residence. So no matter who lives in that house (or even if it’s abandoned), it is still the family home forever and ever. But places like that are only for a small, very privileged few.
For the rest of us (especially renters and those who live in a suitcase), home is where ever we are with the people we care about. Especially for a wandering nomad like me, home isn’t a physical place but a conceptual one. I really love the idea of “chosen family” and along with it the idea of home being a feeling and not a place.
ahhhhh i can really imagine this scene, their children playing in a garden full of flowers and other plants 🙁 <3 <3 <3
sorry for being so intense and dense with the chronicles but i created the little mental image of philip playing with his little sister in the garden. even guiding her between the flowers when she’s learning to walk <3 so sweet
Aww, thank you so much! I’m glad you still remember Philip. Poor boy, I’ve made up such a good long story about him in my head. If only my fingers will start typing xD
I absolutely love your idea of Philip teaching his baby sister how to walk, so he’s holding her hands and she’s toddling about amongst the rows of flowers. That’s super sweet! And while she walks she keeps on asking “What’s this, what’s that?” in her cute little baby voice. When she’s a bit older her curiosity continues to grow, and Philip has to find an answer to everything. “Why don’t worms have legs?” “Why is one flower red while the other is yellow?” “Why is the sky blue?” “Why does rain fall?” and so on, every day a new “Why…?” 😀
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ooooh this filled me with years of life, many many many many thanks <3 these two are so cute. they complement each other perfectly and i can see them in the future together having their nice little family <3 i just hope yams hears my pleas lolol
i liked that little detail of eren thinking and caring about his future nephews aaah what a pain that he cannot get to know them 🙁
Thank you, Myri, for reading and letting me know! Every word you write means a lot to me, especially since I see these thousands of page views but only you and my other friend bothering to comment. I’d die of sadness without you two! XOXO a million times!
Isayama is so thorough with detail so a part of me keeps on hoping that since Jean and Mikasa were basically given the same dream as kids (live peacefully with their own little family), maybe they’ll get together in the end. Armin’s (and to an extent, Eren’s) dream was to travel the world, while jeankasa just want to settle down and have children. I mean, why is their dream similar if it doesn’t mean anything eventually? Can Isayama really be that cruel? Oh, wait, yes, he can. He really can… *weeps*
Aww, thanks for noticing that Eren part. I can never forget that chapter of him sawing off his leg and poking out his eye just so he can give his friends the peaceful life they deserve. I also love the idea of him thinking about Mikasa’s and his other friends’ future dreams and what he can do to help them achieve it, even before he decided to do the full rumbling. He just loves them *that* much. I always think of him as caring too much he eventually went insane.
ah forgot to mention u making jean all clever here is so u hed make a good businessman with his smarts i agree
I’m thinking that if given the chance he’d be out of the military and doing something else. On their island the only way to climb up the social ladder and change castes is via the military, but if the MP option didn’t exist I wonder what he’d be doing otherwise? What else would let a boy move from Trost to the capital? It’s interesting to ponder.
ugggggh this made me cry why do u do this to me u u know im always in tears with this home is a person kinda thing love love love ur making nicolo kun think this way sweet baby sasha she saved his life didnt she speaking of home when u gonna visit me ey
Oh Krissy! Nomads like us must think this way otherwise we’ll die of loneliness xD I think of myself as having homes around the world because the people I love are scattered everywhere 🙂
I wish there was a dokodemo door that drop me from one place to another. I’d visit you in a jiffy! You know I miss hokey pokey and pavlova and Pineapple Lump and a million more! What I wouldn’t give to be at Kaikoura again! I’ll kill for some Maori hangi! Wanna hang out with you, of course, but not until we stock up at Countdown, ahaha! Miss you, too, old friend, mwah!
lolol this part too funny i guffawed sasha too cute yeah she can say ocean meat if thats what whets her appetite
Thank you! I kept on racking my brains for something she and Connie can argue about, and this is what I came up with. Kinda lame, I know, but glad you still found it funny xD
backyard garden oh my yesterday twas a cute apron today am gonna imagine her w wellingtons n a shovel lol they have a garden these twooooooo ahhhh their lil girl burying tulip bulbs n philip planting veggies awwwwww
Thanks! Aww, tulips sound so cute! Imagine Mikasa and Sharla planting a bunch of tuplips in winter and every day the little girl goes out to look at it, only to be disappointed because there’s nothing for months. Then one day the shoots come out, and then very soon they’re in full bloom. Sharla is dancing with joy, she’s utterly delighted and she twirls around happily in the little backyard 🙂
I can imagine Philip being more interested in veggies so he’ll have something to eat, than in pretty tulips you can only look at 😀
awwww these two u really going all out w the jeankasa bit eh love it dont worry ill ship these two fohevah lol
Hehe, I’m beginning to look desperate xD Must be the painful fact that there are only two chapters left to the manga and we haven’t got even a molecule of jeankasa content. I’m dying, really truly xD Never knew disappointment with a stupid comic book can hurt this much, ahaha! What to do? If I eat any more ice cream my teeth will hurt and my head’s gonna burst xD